Pain

Many people blog about pain looking for pity but that is not my style. I am writing about how I am coping with my pain. A very brief low down my hip and lower back are murder and the pain is relentless. The pain killers are not working as well as they were when I first got them they do still numb it and make it slightly more bearable, the biggest problem is that I can't take them when I am driving so I'm normally not able to take them until the evening. It is hard to cope some days especially when the day ahead is going to be long and tiresome. The thing that gets me through everyday is 2 things; my faith and my kids. I don't know if I explained before I have no children of my own but I see al the children I work with and teach. They are the best motive I have ever known and the joy of working with them is enough to make me grit my teeth and bare it. The other is my faith in god that he will help me and give me the strength. It is at this point I want to thank everyone for their prayers of strength and healing. Many people have called me insane because I won't rest but that I keep going, and others tell me to rest. I have many come backs to them you know the normal ones including "oh I have another one it's fine" and "I'm tough as old boots me" but the truth is that I get bored and lonely sat at home on my own unable to carry a plate so munching on finger food, but never mind I'll live. XxxxxxX