How long?????????

My Lord has it really been that long since I was on here last??? I really do have alot to say!!!

My door licence finally arrived and I have been working the doors now for 4 weeks.

I am absolutely loving it I have got a regular venue now in Basingstoke (for the time being anyway)

I have so much I want to say I can't get it all out!!

 

I am really lucky not only did i find a job almost immediately but my boss is amazing he is not just a good laugh but he is understanding, honest, respectful and genuine. He is the sort of boss you can go out for a drink with, talk about anything with and you know he will help if he can won't tell anyone.

 

I am absolutely loving my job but it is coming with a scrafice or two, not that I mind, but other people are begining to notice.

 

My social life (what there was of it) is out of the window there are people I used to talk to every day that I haven't spoken to in weeks because they work days and I nights.

 

I can't remember the last time I had a real conversation with my husband let alone when I last had any physical contact from him. I have had the odd peck from him here and there but that doesn't count he doesn't take me into his arms, hug me or even tell me he loves me.

 

I would be able to cope with him being out all day and me out all night if the time we did have together he made count but he doesn't. Why am I always the one who has to work at the marriage? because at the moment it isn't a marriage it cohabituation.

 

On a brighter point

 

I met my sister for the first time last week. I'm not going to deny that at first when she contacted my younger sister I had a fair bit of resentment for her, but I forced myself to get over it and met up with her and found alot of similarities good and one or two not so good but it is good we still have a long way to go to build up our relationship but at the moment I have a big sister and nephew.

 

Showtime

 

I went to the opening night of The Lion King at the Bristol Hippodrome last Friday and I knew it was going to be good because of the reviews I have had from people but it was incredible, epic and astounding! I don't know how else to describe it but I thoroughly enjoyed it.

 

I think that is pretty much all of it except to say....

 

If I haven't spoken for a while I'm sorry and I will try to soon

 

God Bless you all

 

Jennie

 

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