Friday, 3 August 2012

Frustration

It is getting to the point now that I can do things without my stick. Good news you would think.

To me this is a nightmare.

It is hard becuase I now that I am not to push myself too far but I know that I need to go back to work, not just becuase we are desperate for the money but for my own sanity and excitement that I am starting a new job.

I keep thinking can I do it? shall I text my boss and say I can go back to work tonight, tomorrow, next weekend or shall I wait until the 17th when I said?

The sensible side of me says that I should wait for those 2 more weeks to be sure and to properly get off my stick but the other side, the desperate side, is saying you can go without it that you dont need the stick not really you are getting stronger all the time.

GGGRRRRRRR!!!!!!! I wanna go back to work!!!!

4 comments:

  1. The problem is no matter what me or anyone else says to you, you will do what you feel is right! That is YOU! Also I should say that is an essential part of you! xx
    No judging on my part I hasten to add, only support for whatever you decide, all a part of being your friend! xx

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  2. You have improved so much I fully expected to see an update by now?

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    1. I have been so busy I am back at work and when I'm not working I'm resting or sleeping

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